Little did I know that renowned author, Gloria Naylor experienced some of the same things that I had. Her book "1996" is one of the closest accounts to this nightmare. And being labelled with a mental illness is the cover that is used for anyone who has encountered this. It's a cop out.
Please read it and spread the word.
This has been going on for me since 2009.
In light of all that is going on in the world, keep on praying. Pray for all corners of the world. We need your prayers now more than ever.
Hebrews 6:19 Amplified Bible (AMP)
19 This hope [this confident assurance] we have as an anchor of the soul [it cannot slip and it cannot break down under whatever pressure bears upon it]—a safe and steadfast hope that enters within the veil [of the heavenly temple, that most Holy Place in which the very presence of God dwells],
I'm often asked by many who visit this blog where to start in order to do one's own investigation? Since, it really is about the future, I would like to suggest the following:
I remember listening to a speech author Iyanla Vanzant gave where she emphasized the point to find out who God is for yourself. Those words ring true for me in this situation because often, faith is all that I have to rely on. Friends have left. Family has changed. It has definitely leveled the playing field so that it's very clear what side people choose to align themselves. There is darkness and there is light. My hope and prayer for you is that you choose wisely.
Psalm 112
King James Version (KJV)
112 Praise ye the Lord. Blessed is the man that feareth the Lord, that delighteth greatly in his commandments.
2 His seed shall be mighty upon earth: the generation of the upright shall be blessed.
3 Wealth and riches shall be in his house: and his righteousness endureth for ever.
4 Unto the upright there ariseth light in the darkness: he is gracious, and full of compassion, and righteous.
5 A good man sheweth favour, and lendeth: he will guide his affairs with discretion.
6 Surely he shall not be moved for ever: the righteous shall be in everlasting remembrance.
7 He shall not be afraid of evil tidings: his heart is fixed, trusting in the Lord.
8 His heart is established, he shall not be afraid, until he see his desire upon his enemies.
9 He hath dispersed, he hath given to the poor; his righteousness endureth for ever; his horn shall be exalted with honour.
10 The wicked shall see it, and be grieved; he shall gnash with his teeth, and melt away: the desire of the wicked shall perish.
One of the effects of being bullied is loss of concentration which can cause one to be easily distracted.
For me, my main focus has been on this situation, how to expose these bullies, and using a grassroots effort to do so since the laws protect the bully, when in this case the bully is a celebrity. It's been a challenge to focus on any thing else especially when the bullying happens daily.
On March 4, 2013, this was a tweet by bully an sociopath Russell Simmon, Uncle Rush on Twitter where he tweets about being distracted. I retweeted his tweet. He didn't like that. Wait for it. Retaliation by him forthcoming.
Now, prior to this I alerted Origin Magazine via Twitter, which is a publication that is featuring an interview with Russell Simmons, about Unclerush's bullying and sociopathic personalities. Apparently, he didn't like this sort of information getting out about his double life and so he retaliated by his tweets on 3/4 and 3/5/2013. On March 5th, I could not sign into my computer. No password combination would work. In addition to that, my phone had various app features deleted from it. Why? Another form of bullying and retaliation orchestrated by the bullies done by third party.
Shortly after the Superbowl, he was asked about the illuminati and his role in it, click here for his answer. The headline to the article reads,
"Russell Simmons: The Illuminati Is An Excuse Lazy People Use For Laziness!"
He describes himself as a hustler and anyone who doesn't work is lazy. Yet, while he continues to bully directly or indirectly from behind-the-scenes, he makes it difficult for his prey to work particulary while being bullied on the job. This keeps his prey imprisoned. Once again, his words continue to betray him.
As you might expect, there are threats made. Remember, this is a gang. So, heads up, should any thing and I do mean anything come up regarding me or any one of my family members safety or well being, start with the aforementioned, funnel the top up and down. Angels, you know what to do as well.
I often think of Paul Robeson. He was left hanging by some of his own. And, like Harry Belafonte so boldly stated in a recent acceptance speech about some of our very own in today's culture,
"For me Mr. Robeson was the sparrow. He was an artist who made those
of us in the arts understand the depth of that calling when he said,
artists are the gatekeepers of truth. We are the civilization’s radical
voice. Never in the history of black America has there ever been such a
harvest of truly gifted and powerfully celebrated artists. Yet, our
nation hungers for their radical song. In the field of sports, our
presence dominates. In the landscape of corporate power, we have more
African-American presence as captains and leaders of industry then we
have ever known.
Yet we suffer still from abject poverty and moral malnutrition."
From the white house to the pulpit to the ghetto streets and suburban neighborhoods, why is there such a strong silence for empowerment? Yet, the bumping sound of the bass for a denigrating rap lyric is so loud. Each scenario plays its own kind of bondage. A new level presents a new devil or so I've heard it described.
Is every thing about this world that many so often seek a gimmick? The eighth chapter of Mark, verses 34-36 and the tenth chapter, as well, verses 17-23 speak on it specifically.
What exactly are we chasing? What are we standing up for? What do we believe?
These very questions have existed since the beginning of time. Every generation gets its own privilege to answer them.
This is the latest single by Lupe Fiasco, I love rappers who have a message of truth to say. They make the public use their brains and think. Forget the beat for a moment. Listen to the lyrics. Additionally, check out the stars and barcode stripes which is Lupe Fiasco's Twitter avatar. It's priceless.
I was in conversation recently with someone about the various plantations that exist in current America. What are some plantations that you think exist in our society beyond the forty acres and a mule? To give you an idea of what I'm talking about here are a few. The Church is a plantation. So is the NBA. The Hair industry, well black hair. The Prison system is a plantation. The Education system is a plantation. What are some others? One can pick just two from these examples and see that we are not a free society. I look forward to hearing your take on this question.
Lastly, did you know that May is Boule History Month? What is the Boule? The bigger question is WHO's in the Boule? These two articles may help in shedding light.
At home, about 9:00 p.m. watching TV. One of my family members fixes something to eat that requires baking in the oven. He turns the oven on as well as the broiler. It’s on a gas stove so the fumes are very strong, stronger than usual. I’m certain only the oven was necessary for the item being prepared but his Puppeteer required him to do otherwise. With the fumes being so strong and other family members in the house, one elderly and the other a two year old, at risk of being affected I opened the window and turned on the ceiling fan for some relief.
This also reminds me of a previous incident where I walked into the kitchen to find the burner turned on, no flame and the burner rack moved off of the stovetop.
March 6, 2012
I’ve been sleeping with my purse under my head as a pillow. However, that hasn’t stopped my stalkers from instructing their puppets on what to do to bully or stalk me even while asleep. The cord to my iPhone is no longer working 100% for the second or third time. Once again it appears the cord has been pulled from its connector causing it to work sporadically.
I love Whitney Houston and I am saddened by such a loss of a great human being. I'd be remiss if I didn't say something about a few comments that The Holy Spirit has jarred within me that were made at Whitney Houston's funeral.
First, Kevin Costner's words to the younger generation of girls who desire to follow in Whitney's footsteps.
"The only ones who sing your songs are young girls like you who are dreaming of being you some day, and so to you Bobbi Kristina and to all those young girls who are dreaming that dream are maybe thinking they aren't good enough I think Whitney would tell you guard your bodies and guard the precious miracle of your own life and then sing your hearts out knowing that there's a lady in heaven making God wonder how he created something so perfect.”
Second, Clive Davis' eulogy spoke numerously about his infamous bungalow at the Beverly Hills Hilton Hotel.
"Whitney came to his bungalow alone without bodyguards. He spoke of how Whitney ordered a hamburger and fries from room service as they listened to new music in their pajamas. He spoke of how she was no longer shy and introvertive. He spoke of how she now carried herself with assurance and articulation of her words."
It was the fact that he stated the bungalow at all during her funeral, no less that has not sat well with me at all. And, I wonder who else caught this and WHO called him out on it? Maybe with her new found assurance, she was tired and through with being forced to be on the receiving end of his advances? Maybe she just wanted to sing? Maybe she new that by rebelling against his advances, death was inevitable? TMZ reported that she was quoting scripture before her death. His referrals to that bungalow did not sit well with me and, I see, I wasn't alone. There were others on Twitter and Google who also felt the same. Some described his comments as creepy to say the least. What is also alarming is what isn't being reported in the media versus what is. Forbes magazine has two stories that are rather interesting about events the night before Whitney's death and people around her which have yet to be heard on TMZ. It would be very easy to believe mainstream media's version that she was drugged out which I hope that you aren't falling for on this one. I believe in The Holy Spirit and its jarring won't let me rest.
Both of their comments were similar yet profoundly different. They were almost like polar opposites with one being a form of advice and the other a slight admission. Both of their comments made me wonder what do female artists, all artists really, have to do in order to sing? There are many who just want to sing but have their talent exploited as well as their bodies in a disposable industry. Is a touch enough? Does a fondle suffice? Is being full blown raped the dealmaker? Yes, Clive's history goes way back. It includes one of my favorite singers, Phyllis Hyman. When TV One featured her story on their "Unsung" Program, I realized that Clive' s hand of working with divas goes way back. In fact, he states it in this clip with Piers Morgan. If you saw Phyllis' Unsung program, you too might agree that there is some reaping and sowing present here. Why be so bold to mention the bungalow so many times at her funeral? Why have the party go on when your protege is dead floors above you in the same hotel? Were his actions in good taste or respectful of the Houston family? Is Clive Davis The sociopath Next Door?
When CNN's Piers Morgan interviewed Clive and Jennifer Hudson, I didn't see the full interview but I did read the transcript. I've watched Jennifer Hudson's last three live TV performances and I've noticed a change and I don't mean her weight loss. Have you noticed something different, too? Now, that she's under his thumb, I will continue to observe the movements of her career trajectory and her relationship to him very closely.
I understand now the connection of music, celebrity, spiritual leaders and a bit more about the plot to create a new world made up of the elite. The elite are to be superhuman. They are required to keep a secret and perform among other things, live a dual life. At times, that dual life becomes more than a dual life. It's a full blast pandora's box. When an artist is being raped, is forbidden to say. even to family, and has to be "on", where can they release all of that? Perhaps, onstage or in their performance. What happens though in daily living? Perhaps now we can guess the reason for her drug usage. Put yourself in that position and consider the mental and spiritual warfare going on inside of a person. Accounts from those who spoke to Whitney on that sad day stated she seemed fine. We are all very well connected. This covers everyone from the pastor in the pulpit,producer on the hunt to the wives of those same pastors who keep the secret, too for the money, the fame, the worldwide acclaim. It's a drug and a lifestyle choice.
There has to come a change. We, The People, have to do something. If we don't do something, who will we read about next? It will take us as CONSUMERS along with the ARTISTS who are in bondage backed byJESUS CHRIST to make the change. Here's an idea: who's in for shutting down the music industry for 24 hours to start? No downloading or buying anything off of iTunes, no purchasing a CD or an app to get our point across. The point needs to be made that we won't tolerate this any more. The point that there are artists who simply want to sing, who long to do the right thing but are not allowed to because music in entertainment, in the church, in our lives and our world is big business. We have to do something. This affects all of us. Did Whitney Houston die because she no longer wanted to be exploited by a sociopath's advances? The kind of sociopath who could easily dispose of her and substitute (or prostitute) her brand for a newer, younger version?
Think about all of the self-help books that are spun off of some topic. In many ways, it's a subtle seduction, a massage, if you will. The book is seen everywhere. It's funneled through all of the proper channels to get us to buy in to the seduction. One example, remember the Chicken Soup for The Soul series? That cow was milked, burped and fed again. Then, a new cow created. Or the networks who bring back newer versions of old TV shows. Shows we grew up on like 90210, Hawaii 50, etc. Remember, this is a disposable industry. It's the same way with these artists only with a heavier price: their lives. And, it leads right back to the telling of what happened to me, to Angela Whitterson and the countless others who have no voice yet experienced the same.
As we all wait for the results of the toxicology report, there are many headlines in the news surrounding the death of Whitney Houston. Conspiracy theories and the like but there are two things stand out for me. First, she gave Brandy a note during an interview and second, she had a brief encounter with El DeBarge.Other artists have given us clues, imagery in their interviews, books, cd covers, song lyrics, videos and music. Kevin Costner stated it in his remarks as well. If an entity this large is capable of doing this to Whitney Houston and an American president, what will they do to you? Where is the outrage? Where are the spiritual leaders now who need to be courageous enough to lead? When do we start boycotting iTunes? Amazon? Perhaps the outrage will come later. Perhaps, we as citizens of the world will lead the revolution. It is certainly needed now.
Citizens of the world.
We've got to do something about our world.
WAKEUP: It's Time To Get Right with God, Jesus Christ, The Holy Spirit.
Do you have what it takes to make it in the entertainment industry or will it get taken from you once you sign on the dotted line and sell your soul as the "It's A Damn Shame" DVD states? There are rapes in the military as the documentary The Invible Warexposes. Recent headlines from the Jerry Sandusky case exposes rapes in sports. Actor John Travolta's recent news story is just one of the latest in a laundry list of men who are keeping this culture's secret and living double lives.So, rape in the music industry is only following the pattern of what's already been set up.
The leadership of many 2012 churches has become a cesspool of man made secret societies. They are filled with yes men who instead of standing up for Christ choose to stand up for themselves. These men have aligned themselves with celebrities, become hypocrites and immuned to preaching the Word of God. Instead, they preach from the bible of fame, exploitation and secrecy. Do you have to ask if a good old boy network exists within religious communities? Take a look at who they surround themselves with and you'll find your answer. And, their associations cross denominations, generations, industries and family lines.
The bigger question is have we become secret keepers and what are we going to do about this for the next generation? Will we allow them to blindly go full speed ahead like we have into the trap that has been set up for them? Join me in exposing light from darkness, truth from the lies, and standing up for a legacy of doing what's right: serving Christ.
The following is a list of the men in the entertainment industry who have been raped by Russell Simmons, father of two girls Ming and Aoki Lee Simmons, and his brother, Reverend Run (Joseph Simmons) of Run's House fame. Not only have they been raped by the two hip hop legends, but they have also been forced to sleep with each other in a perverted game setup by The Simmons who are members of a larger group as part of satanic ritual, imitating ancient Greek posturing and new world order conditioning. They will deny it so I advise you, don't just take this blog's word for it, do your own research. You'll see it in the knowing glances, the coy smiles or the pairing of two people on a project. Soon, you'll discover as I have, that it is the truth. Be very aware who you select to be role models for your children. Start with yourself and use discretion on the influence of anyone else. If you have kids who are in college, ask them what music do they listen to? What posters hang on their bedroom walls? Whose concerts are they attending? Grab their iPods and look at their playlists. More than likely they are being influenced by artists who are heavily into satanic rituals, devil worship and an assortment of sick perversions. Since I cannot get the help of law enforcement, government agencies or the media to assist, I have started this grassroots campaign to get this information out to the masses. I am asking the general public to join me in this grassroots effort to do something about this madness. This level of insanity that we are participants of MUST STOP.
Quincy Jones raped Russell Simmons and Revrun in order to get them into the entertainment industry. I have yet to find out who raped Q, (Could it be Clive Davis?) but is it possible that he raped Michael Jackson, too? Now, if this is what is happening with black celebrities, what do you suppose is happening with white celebrities and other cultures? This list focuses mainly on men but there are women who are down for this cause as well.
Instead of stopping, this freight train continues with Russell and Joseph at the wheel. They have turned their "dick tricks" into a money making slave plantation with Hip Hop artists as well as other celebrities as their slaves. Russell is HIV positive and has yet to make that announcement public but he continues to rape young men. Not sure what Quincy Jones’ status is but you can look at him and see how the years have treated him for his dirty deeds. Did he rape Ray Charles? SuperRich Russell Simmons gives Superhead quite a run with the amount of penises that he has had rammed up his anus and the amount of penesis he has sucked.
There are several ways to identify club members. As of 2014, their members are identified by wearing a cap with a certain logo like the one to the right, wearing a particular kind of suit (pinstriped) or shirt (checkered), like the one above, wearing a certain kind of eyewear (nerdy glasses), and wearing a particular haircut. (shaved head on one side) Their secret codes change over time usually because one becomes too recognizable. Again, do your own research. Here are several places to start: (1) Visit The Vigilant Citizen (2) Watch the docuseries The Truth Behind Hip Hop (3) Gather friends and family together to watch the revealing documentary Agenda: Grinding America Down (Pay attention to the charts associated with this film. See it for FREE on vimeo for a limited time.) (4)Direct your attention to this interview with filmaker Aaron Russo.
While Russell Simmons portrays himself as the modest, doting fatherly figure to his two young girls, behind the scenes he is a sociopathic homosexual bully and voyeur. He is shrewd as a business mogul yet a bitch in his relationships. Characteristics of which those who have worked with him and for him are not afraid to point out. He serves no prison time because like many in the 1%, he can buy many people including the media who will not touch this story for fear of ruining the careers of many whom the public holds in high esteem or simply being guilty by association from being "in the know" that this goes on and opting to remain silent. In a bizarre twist, Russell Simmons is actively involved in The Foundation for Ethnic Understanding. This is an organization that is dedicated to promoting racial harmony and strengthening inter-group relations. Is this not insane?
Revrun has offered up his own kids for this high stakes game. His daughters who starred in the reality TV show, "Daddy's Girls" are now grown up and pimped out to the new world order program. They pass their bodies around to fulfill the salacious appetites of the elders within this organization. Take a look at some of their racy photos and you will see. There's quite a story behind it all. Will their younger cousins join them sometime in the future? Their dad goes around speaking to various churches and giving away a pair of tennis shoes. Then, he's back in time for some club time in some of the hottest nightclubs in the country. It shows how truly sick the two of these men really are.
Be alert if your kid suddenly wants to be join a street team for their favorite celebrity. Those street teams are recruiting grounds similar to that of fraternities and sororities. They solicit college kids and win them over with material items, cash and bling. Once the real deal is exposed, it's usually too late for the student to get out of the street team without some drama.
There are two other women who share the same experience as I have to varying degrees. They are Angelique Lachelle, whose blog page on bullying has been taken down as of this posting or deleted completely, and Angela Whitterson. The latter wrote a book about her experience of being bullied, stalked and harassed by Janet Jackson and her crew. Time and patience are my friends. The truth will come to Light. In the meantime, do your own research for your family's sake, especially this next generation of youth. Stay tuned to this blog. More names will be added to this list as they are revealed and the research continues.
The "D" List
MUSIC
Diggy Simmons and siblings Russy, JoJo, Angela and Vanessa
Will Smith
LL Cool J
Tyrese
Tevin Campell
Rahasaan Patterson
Michael Jackson
Sean Combs
Biggie
Faith Evans
Jay-Z
Kanye West
Rick Ross
Wale
MIMS
Meek Mill
Snoop
Dre
Usher
Jermaine Dupri
50Cent
Justin Bieber
Lil Wayne
Rhianna
Nicki Minaj
Beyonce
Lady Gaga
Birdman
Fred Hammond
Kirk Franklin
R Kelly
Chris Brown
Vivian Green
Flo Rida
Sean Paul
Akon
Talib Kweli
Brandy
Jagged Edge
Xscape
Salt-n-Pepa
Erykah Badu
Mary Mary
Lil Kim
Bow Wow
Sokie Norful
Black Eyed Peas
Mariah Carey
Faith Evans
SPORTS
Kobe Bryant
FILM *Interesting to note George Lucas is not a member of the Academy (Oscars)
Ashton Kutcher
Keenen, Damon Shawn, Marlon Wayans and the second generation: Damien Dante Wayans, Damon Jr.
George Clooney
Ron Howard ( Think Jamie Foxx's "Blame It on the Alcohol" video)
Tom Hanks
Steven Spielberg
Eddie Murphy
Brett Ratner
RELIGIOUS LEADERS
Eddie Long
T. D. Jakes
Tony Evans, Anthony Evans Jr.
Ed Young, Jr.
Max Lucado
Rick Warren
COMEDIANS
Steve Harvey
including members of my immediate and extended family, friends, neigbors, and associates who were tricked, bribed, bought or extorted.
2/14/12 was the luncheon for my stalker's charity. On 2/13/12, I received a phone call from a neighbor who requested my help. Not an odd request but the TIMING of it was. So, I declined.
Just another ploy by my stalkers so that I would be "too busy" to TwitterBlast their guests before and during their event. No worries, the larger audience was The Grammy audience where a more effective result transpired all week long, especially during RevRun's time as a panelist for BMI Records.
And since RevRun's wife, Justine, has now embarked on a speaking career, she might just need some candid topics. This blog is certainly one idea.
God has such a great since of humor. I love that about Him. Instead of feeding five, he fed five thousand.
When you are nothing and so desperate not to lose your muse, what do you do? If you are Russell Simmons, this is what you do:
First, all week long you create trending topics on Twitter that bully and harass the person you believe is taking your mojo away from you.
On Monday, you enlist the help of your enemy’s family to try to get your enemy admitted to a medical facility. That doesn’t fall through.
On Tuesday, you learn that your enemy has a doctor’s appointment. So you contact your enemy’s physician. Since doctors are not exempt from taking the secret oath, you call in a brotherhood favor from the doctor. You ask the doctor to give a prescription to your enemy that sounds legitimate although you know it isn’t. Yet, you keep forgetting two things: God is in control of this and what’s your name?
Wednesday, your enemy places an order for a cake to be picked up from a local bakery the next day. You have one of your puppets to pay a visit to the same bakery. Your puppet offers the bakery worker a very large monetary tip if she’d do two things: add an extra ingredient to your enemy’s cake order. Then, your puppet instructs her to say these words to your enemy when the cake is picked up, “Be careful and enjoy.” Then, you wait. Certainly, one of the devious plans you’ve got going is going to work this time, right? With everything you’ve tried and all of the energy exerted, the results remain the same.
Thursday arrives. Your enemy has now read up on the side effects of the prescription and gone back to the physician’s office to discuss them. She doesn’t take the medicine. Fail again.
It's Friday finally and your enemy hasn’t eaten much cake. Perhaps it has a funny aftertaste. Because you are watching your enemy on a camera inside of her home, you see that your enemy has returned with another cake.
What I’ve just described to you is the week that I have had all courtesy of bully, stalker, voyeur and sociopath Russell Simmons.
With everything he’s tried and all of the energy exerted, the results remain the same for him. They match up very well to who he is: nothing. So, let’s raise this question to you. Are you proud of being insane?
Newsflash: YOUR MOJO HAS ALREADY LEFT YOU. ACCEPT IT.
And the public is waiting to say these words to you, "Thank you for coming out."
Yes, I know that Thanksgiving has already passed. It won't stop me from expressing gratitude and being thankful for PEACE inspite of the storm.
This blog's title was the name of the Thanksgiving episode of the "Living Single" TV Show originally aired in 1994. I looked for it hoping to get another chance to see it on Thanksgiving day but, I didn't see it listed on the guide.
My thoughts were about rapper HeavyD today who had a role in this episode. It will be one month since his death in just a few days. This episode had humor and laughter. It also had some very profound words of wisdom which were stated by HeavyD's character, Darryl. Watch and listen closely and see if you remember them too.
"At Thanksgiving, it's a tradition to give thanks. Me, I'd like to offer thanks for giving. "Cause you see giving teaches us something that receiving doesn't. It allows us to look deep within ourselves. So, thank you. Thank you for this special day when we can turn to those who are closest to us and give them what they need most. Amen."
And, that's something we can do every day!
What are you grateful for today? How can you let someone in your life know that you are grateful for them?
So, to all of my prayer warriors, angels, readers, and champions, this is as much your song as it is mine. Enjoy the two videos and please know that I thank God for all of you everyday!