Little did I know that renowned author, Gloria Naylor experienced some of the same things that I had. Her book "1996" is one of the closest accounts to this nightmare. And being labelled with a mental illness is the cover that is used for anyone who has encountered this. It's a cop out.
Please read it and spread the word.
This has been going on for me since 2009.
In light of all that is going on in the world, keep on praying. Pray for all corners of the world. We need your prayers now more than ever.
Hebrews 6:19 Amplified Bible (AMP)
19 This hope [this confident assurance] we have as an anchor of the soul [it cannot slip and it cannot break down under whatever pressure bears upon it]—a safe and steadfast hope that enters within the veil [of the heavenly temple, that most Holy Place in which the very presence of God dwells],
We've all heard the quote about broken clocks. It goes something like even a broken clock is right twice a day. I'd heard of Wendy Williams but had not listened to her controversial radio program during its heyday. Sometimes, my mother and I watch her TV show while we wait for the meatier late night programming of The Tavis Smiley Show to come on.
My mother found the book, The Wendy Williams Experience at one of her favorite thrift stores. She told me that she had bought it and so I read it. Very interesting stuff to say the least. What caught my attention was her interview with Damian World Hardy who spoke about the behind the scenes practices of the entertainment industry. The book has several transcripts of Wendy's interviews. I found the audio version on YouTube and though I'd share. Be of good cheer. Everyday we can learn something new from someone.
I believe this book should be required reading for all human beings starting at age pre-teen because we are living in a new world and we do need some new rules for coping with it.
One of the rules Dr. Phil described was not giving someone the benefit of the doubt. That practice is basically a cop out.
This book, like another recommended read on this blog, The Sociopath Next Door, will have you looking at friends and family members with more clarity than you ever have.
Part Two airs tomorrow night. Hope you'll tune it.
One of the effects of being bullied is loss of concentration which can cause one to be easily distracted.
For me, my main focus has been on this situation, how to expose these bullies, and using a grassroots effort to do so since the laws protect the bully, when in this case the bully is a celebrity. It's been a challenge to focus on any thing else especially when the bullying happens daily.
On March 4, 2013, this was a tweet by bully an sociopath Russell Simmon, Uncle Rush on Twitter where he tweets about being distracted. I retweeted his tweet. He didn't like that. Wait for it. Retaliation by him forthcoming.
Now, prior to this I alerted Origin Magazine via Twitter, which is a publication that is featuring an interview with Russell Simmons, about Unclerush's bullying and sociopathic personalities. Apparently, he didn't like this sort of information getting out about his double life and so he retaliated by his tweets on 3/4 and 3/5/2013. On March 5th, I could not sign into my computer. No password combination would work. In addition to that, my phone had various app features deleted from it. Why? Another form of bullying and retaliation orchestrated by the bullies done by third party.
Shortly after the Superbowl, he was asked about the illuminati and his role in it, click here for his answer. The headline to the article reads,
"Russell Simmons: The Illuminati Is An Excuse Lazy People Use For Laziness!"
He describes himself as a hustler and anyone who doesn't work is lazy. Yet, while he continues to bully directly or indirectly from behind-the-scenes, he makes it difficult for his prey to work particulary while being bullied on the job. This keeps his prey imprisoned. Once again, his words continue to betray him.
As you might expect, there are threats made. Remember, this is a gang. So, heads up, should any thing and I do mean anything come up regarding me or any one of my family members safety or well being, start with the aforementioned, funnel the top up and down. Angels, you know what to do as well.
I often think of Paul Robeson. He was left hanging by some of his own. And, like Harry Belafonte so boldly stated in a recent acceptance speech about some of our very own in today's culture,
"For me Mr. Robeson was the sparrow. He was an artist who made those
of us in the arts understand the depth of that calling when he said,
artists are the gatekeepers of truth. We are the civilization’s radical
voice. Never in the history of black America has there ever been such a
harvest of truly gifted and powerfully celebrated artists. Yet, our
nation hungers for their radical song. In the field of sports, our
presence dominates. In the landscape of corporate power, we have more
African-American presence as captains and leaders of industry then we
have ever known.
Yet we suffer still from abject poverty and moral malnutrition."
From the white house to the pulpit to the ghetto streets and suburban neighborhoods, why is there such a strong silence for empowerment? Yet, the bumping sound of the bass for a denigrating rap lyric is so loud. Each scenario plays its own kind of bondage. A new level presents a new devil or so I've heard it described.
Is every thing about this world that many so often seek a gimmick? The eighth chapter of Mark, verses 34-36 and the tenth chapter, as well, verses 17-23 speak on it specifically.
What exactly are we chasing? What are we standing up for? What do we believe?
These very questions have existed since the beginning of time. Every generation gets its own privilege to answer them.
These are simply questions to cause us to think about things in a different way or to ask more questions about our world.
For starters, why does NBC' s Saturday Night Live continuously have a male figure dress up as a female? Haven't we seen this stereotype enough times?
Why is Katt Williams on a path of destruction and being taken down by the media?
Is he being taken down by some other gang or entity?
Is he following the same plight as DMX, Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Biggie, Tupac, Brittney Spears, Martin Lawrence, Dave Chappelle (who didn't wear the dress and was labelled as crazy), Mariah Carey and many others?
What's the highest paid gang around? ANSWER: The gang of male celebritydom across all industries who are required to keep the rape secrets of the good old boy network.
If women have to sleep with a director to get a certain part in the business, what do men have to do who get parts too?
Why do celebrities die in amounts of the number three? Does it have smething to do with satanic worship, satanic ritual, or numerology?
Why are certain entertainers chosen to travel abroad to shine a light on overseas issues when many of the same issues exist in America?
Why are the Oscars in existence and when did what the actor was wearing become more important than the movie nominated?
By the way, there is an informative article on the history of Oscar and its beginnings here.
Why do we make celebrities minature gods and goddesses and then measure our lives against theirs? I mean from Reality TV, soap operas, dramas, movies, magazines all follow this pattern. Yet, it's a game the average person will never obtain or win because we are not celebrities.
Why do celebrities live secret lives?
Why do we watch Television? When did the TV enter the household? Why?
Why are certain celebrities who are in their prime not married and/or not out of the closet?
Why does Russell Simmons who is a bully and a sociopath jump on every current affairs band wagon to show his support while bullying and raping many of Hip Hop's rappers? Isn't that a conflict of interest and a crime?
Why are celebrity sociopaths and bullies in our culture given a free pass or go unnoticed? Is it their charm? Do we protect them? Do other celelbrities who are in the know and keeping their secrets protect them?
It is true that when you reach a certain tax bracket that the elite invite you to join the secret society?
Why are certain celebities forced down the public's throats to be accepted?
Why did a show like Friends thrive while a show like Living Single get cancelled?
Why are Jay-Z and Justin Timberlake being peddled as the modern day Frank Sinatra and Brat Pack?
Why did Beyonce and Jay-Z make a certain hand gesture in the hospital room while she was preparing to give birth?And, why did she make the same gesture during her Superbowl performance?
Can the AIDS virus be given as a vaccine?
How was Hollywood started?
Did your grandparents' generation lead or follow? If so, who did they lead or follow?
Did your parents' generation lead or follow? If so, who did they lead or follow?
Is your generation leading or following?
Who is afraid of another civil rights movement or another womens rights movement or a human rights movement? Why
Who's ready to start one?
Are the movies we're watching showing us something that's already happened or something that will happen in the future?
Ladies and Gents, we have a choice to turn media off or on, to change our thoughts, to have ideas and to act on them.
More of you are awake. More of you have a right to know.
Yesterday, I went to the library. It's time to contact an attorney. I began a list of attorney names and numbers in a notebook. I put the notebook inside of my computer bag.
I didn't rest very well last night. When I finally did fall asleep, I woke up to find that my phone was dead. It hadn't charged which was odd because before I went to sleep, I plugged it into the cord. When I woke up, my phone plug was halfway plugged. Now, what I mean by halfway plugged is that one part of the plug was in the socket of the cord and the other was on the side of the cord.There were only three of us inside the house when I went to bed.
Wanna hear what happened? My brother who is assisting Joseph and Russell Simmons waited until I fell asleep. Then, he came into the room where I was asleep. He put something under my nose, a chemical or solvent, something which I inhaled as I slept. This chemical caused me to sleep soundly. While I slept soundly, he got my computer bag out from the side of the bed and as instructed by RevRun, he pulled out the notebook to the first few pages of the notebook including the one with the attorney names and he creased them on the bottom right.
RevRun wanted to know what I had written and apparently he got my brother to do his dirty work for him once again. Did he threaten him? I'm sure of it. Then he told him to leave a mark i.e. crease the page and unplug her phone. That way she will know that he's behind this. Once RevRun found out it was attorneys on the page, he created a trending topic on whatthetrend.com called "ghettolawfirmnames."
If you watch the new TV show, Scandal with Kerry Washington, there have been references about me from my clothing to my own words made on that show by some of the characters.
Do you understand how sick Russell and Joseph are? This is why I so desperately am trying to alert the public and I need the public's help in nailing these bastards.
The information I have regarding what Russell and Joseph are involved in will open up a pandora's box for many celebrities including pastors and others.
Again, Do you understand how sick Russell and Joseph are? If you would please help me to get this blog out to the masses and tell everyone you know this story. Stop supporting T D Jakes, Steve Harvey, Russell Simmons, Joseph Simmons, and many listed on The D List as well as their kids and family members.
There are processes and protocols for most things in this world from the president to the military, from pastors to their congregations, from record companies to their artists. Then there's the competition which man has established himself. Have you ever considered for a moment that sports is more than just sports? Perhaps, it's a highly desigend outlet and distraction to keep the masses focused on the competitive blows and scores of each game. To say that we are not manipulated and controlled by the next championship is an understatement. It's big business. Tickets are scalped for these events. People lose their minds when their team loses. And the team who wins get a trophy. Now speaking of trophies, people win them, collect them. Trophies come in many forms and they mean different things to different people. We've all heard the term of a trophy wife or husband. A trophy can be someone's persona or personality. It can be how much power or control has or has yet to obtain. A trophy can be someone's pitch, presentation or swag. A trophy can be someone's penis size or vagina sale. A trophy can be how someone pimps someone else, a group, society or culture. A trophy can be how the game is played by a group of men to run the world or run their daily lives. A trophy can be how many projects one has at the moment. A trophy can be how many followers one has on social media. A trophy can be how many pieces of material items one has. See, trophies don't have to be that gold statue that sits on the shelf. It can be outwardly displayed.
Think of how the following might wear their trophy:
Pastors
Presidents
Women
Men
Kids
Record Companys
Homosexuals
Down Low Brothers or Sisters
Artists
Writers
Bloggers
Activisits
It's quite difficult to respect folks like Steve Harvey who has written two books advising women about men yet he's grabbing his ankles and letting another man enter his body from behind. Question these celebrities. Many of them are not WHO they say they are and they are not supporting WHAT you think they are supporting. In fact, they are not supporting any of us. They are adamantly working behind the scenes to benefit themselves so that they can help to sell all of us out. What T D Jakes, Russell Simmons, Revrun, Steve Harvey and many others have managed to do is to deceive the public and how they currently live their lives is a crime. Ever think about why celebrities are used as the frontmen or pitchmen for a certain brand or product? Quite frankly, why aren't school teachers given endorsement deals? What about stay-at-home mothers, too? There is a difference between house negroes and field negroes. We also know the term nigger is not a politically correct word to use. However, this group of niggers are cowards. They are standing on the countless ancestors who died before them, who were slaves. It means nothing to these men and women other than to get what they feel is rightfully deserved for themselves at the cost of the rest of us. Damn everyone else and what they think has been their attitude and their selfish actions. Why do we still respect these folks? Why do we allow ourselves to be so conditioned?
Ever smelled the smell of Freon from your car’s air conditioner when you haven’t turned it on in awhile? Remember what that smells like? Did you have any strange side effects afterwards?
I woke up this morning groggy, slow moving and listless. Last night, I noticed a smell as the air conditioner came on a couple of times. I thought it was Freon. The question is. No, the statement is that Revrun and his brother, Russell are putting something into the air I breathe. It’s being entered into the air conditioning unit which is now on the Smart Meter. They had a neighbor do something of this sort for them when I lived in the apartment.
I don’t have a headache but I am observing my body and any strange symptoms that I may have. My energy level today is not at its normal level. I find that something is off kilter or off center.
The funny part is that they think I don’t know they did this. My joy is getting the word out to the masses like in this blog entry right now.
When these two men are tried before a judge and jury. I can already hear the sentence. In fact, the Bible has already sentenced them. Russell Simmons is HIV positive as in AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome) yet he won’t stop raping men. He can’t. He’s sold his soul to Satan literally.
Do you know that Russell and Joseph Simmons participate in satanic rituals? They drink animal blood, offer up their kids to other gods and such. So, if they do this and Jakes is helping them rape men, what do you think he does before and after he gets up on that stage and the spotlight comes on? And, they believe that this is ok. Remember, birds of a feather flock together.
Remember how RevRun’s daughters looked when they first came on the scene while on his show? Fast-forward to today, pull up their Twitter avatars and see for yourself where they are.
What I do know for sure is that I will continue to question Oprah, Jakes, the masses and any one else when necessary. And,why not? I don’t understand why she would do a show on men who have been raped or sexually abused then turn around and interview a pastor who is raping and abusing other men? Why give this pastor a platform if you know what he is doing to other men? Where are her friends to pull her coattails and let her know how wrong this is? Will they be so bold to admit to the public what it is that they are doing? Will they admit to killing millions of Trayvon Martin’s on a daily basis in an effort to keep the money and machine rolling?
These men claim to love God, (which god) family and it’s all so important to their lives. Yet, the god that they truly love is money, power, greed, and raping other men. In fact, these men think that they are living in Ancient Grecian times and they believe that they are gods. This is more than just a male fraternity or a battle of testosterone. This is an overdose of ego, power, insanity and madness. The deal breaker is to keep it undercover so they can continue on this path and the American public will be none the wiser. They will allow others who are new on the scene into this Billionaire Boys Club of theirs only if they allow themselves to be raped and go along with the program.
They’ve forgotten one thing: social media. The power of social media cannot be contained in getting the word out to the masses. It took a grassroots effort to get President Obama into office and it will take a grassroots effort to get this information to the masses. It’s a slow process. It is happening.
The channels and vehicles that we have come to believe are truthful, rock solid and pillars in our communities are like glass houses. They will shatter like glass houses not when the truth is revealed but when the public begins to believe the truth about them. Did you look at the trailer for the Agenda Grinding America Down documentary? Visit their FaceBook page where you can see the actual charts and breakdown of how Hollywood and celebrities are just a small portion of a planned method to reach the ultimate goal of one world supremacy. Look at those charts. All of these channels are at work together to solidify the ultimate goal.
It will be the knowledge that this exists when more of us finally get it and that we have been led on by so many whom we trusted in our communities that will propel more of us into action.
Tell someone about this blog. Tell someone about what you’ve read here. Read the books listed on the bookshelf. Make baby steps. Affect your circle of influence. If you'll commit to sharing this with ten people, we can expose this to the masses.
Check your A/C vents and your Smart Meter. I saw a bundled phone commercial today. Once again, that is simply just another means for Big Brother to control your TV, computer and your phone. Remember that. As long as we do nothing but talk about it, we are targets.
And, one last thing, since they are resorting to this without any legal action taken to date, my deliverance and miracles are that much closer. That's what I know for sure. To God Be The Glory!
This morning started off slowly but with good reason. I was able to catch a local program in progress on an independent TV station and can't wait to share it with you.
The program has three parts. I will start with part 3 based on its content but please view parts 1 and 2. The program contains segments from a documentary titled "Invisible Empire: A New World Order Defined" by Jason Bermas which I hope that you will view as well.
My hope is that it will knock you off your feet and empower you to take a stand, believe that what happened to me is true and cause you to share this blog with others. This is HUGE! Take inventory on the celebrities you follow on FaceBook and Twitter. Remember, you are part of their seduction.
I love Whitney Houston and I am saddened by such a loss of a great human being. I'd be remiss if I didn't say something about a few comments that The Holy Spirit has jarred within me that were made at Whitney Houston's funeral.
First, Kevin Costner's words to the younger generation of girls who desire to follow in Whitney's footsteps.
"The only ones who sing your songs are young girls like you who are dreaming of being you some day, and so to you Bobbi Kristina and to all those young girls who are dreaming that dream are maybe thinking they aren't good enough I think Whitney would tell you guard your bodies and guard the precious miracle of your own life and then sing your hearts out knowing that there's a lady in heaven making God wonder how he created something so perfect.”
Second, Clive Davis' eulogy spoke numerously about his infamous bungalow at the Beverly Hills Hilton Hotel.
"Whitney came to his bungalow alone without bodyguards. He spoke of how Whitney ordered a hamburger and fries from room service as they listened to new music in their pajamas. He spoke of how she was no longer shy and introvertive. He spoke of how she now carried herself with assurance and articulation of her words."
It was the fact that he stated the bungalow at all during her funeral, no less that has not sat well with me at all. And, I wonder who else caught this and WHO called him out on it? Maybe with her new found assurance, she was tired and through with being forced to be on the receiving end of his advances? Maybe she just wanted to sing? Maybe she new that by rebelling against his advances, death was inevitable? TMZ reported that she was quoting scripture before her death. His referrals to that bungalow did not sit well with me and, I see, I wasn't alone. There were others on Twitter and Google who also felt the same. Some described his comments as creepy to say the least. What is also alarming is what isn't being reported in the media versus what is. Forbes magazine has two stories that are rather interesting about events the night before Whitney's death and people around her which have yet to be heard on TMZ. It would be very easy to believe mainstream media's version that she was drugged out which I hope that you aren't falling for on this one. I believe in The Holy Spirit and its jarring won't let me rest.
Both of their comments were similar yet profoundly different. They were almost like polar opposites with one being a form of advice and the other a slight admission. Both of their comments made me wonder what do female artists, all artists really, have to do in order to sing? There are many who just want to sing but have their talent exploited as well as their bodies in a disposable industry. Is a touch enough? Does a fondle suffice? Is being full blown raped the dealmaker? Yes, Clive's history goes way back. It includes one of my favorite singers, Phyllis Hyman. When TV One featured her story on their "Unsung" Program, I realized that Clive' s hand of working with divas goes way back. In fact, he states it in this clip with Piers Morgan. If you saw Phyllis' Unsung program, you too might agree that there is some reaping and sowing present here. Why be so bold to mention the bungalow so many times at her funeral? Why have the party go on when your protege is dead floors above you in the same hotel? Were his actions in good taste or respectful of the Houston family? Is Clive Davis The sociopath Next Door?
When CNN's Piers Morgan interviewed Clive and Jennifer Hudson, I didn't see the full interview but I did read the transcript. I've watched Jennifer Hudson's last three live TV performances and I've noticed a change and I don't mean her weight loss. Have you noticed something different, too? Now, that she's under his thumb, I will continue to observe the movements of her career trajectory and her relationship to him very closely.
I understand now the connection of music, celebrity, spiritual leaders and a bit more about the plot to create a new world made up of the elite. The elite are to be superhuman. They are required to keep a secret and perform among other things, live a dual life. At times, that dual life becomes more than a dual life. It's a full blast pandora's box. When an artist is being raped, is forbidden to say. even to family, and has to be "on", where can they release all of that? Perhaps, onstage or in their performance. What happens though in daily living? Perhaps now we can guess the reason for her drug usage. Put yourself in that position and consider the mental and spiritual warfare going on inside of a person. Accounts from those who spoke to Whitney on that sad day stated she seemed fine. We are all very well connected. This covers everyone from the pastor in the pulpit,producer on the hunt to the wives of those same pastors who keep the secret, too for the money, the fame, the worldwide acclaim. It's a drug and a lifestyle choice.
There has to come a change. We, The People, have to do something. If we don't do something, who will we read about next? It will take us as CONSUMERS along with the ARTISTS who are in bondage backed byJESUS CHRIST to make the change. Here's an idea: who's in for shutting down the music industry for 24 hours to start? No downloading or buying anything off of iTunes, no purchasing a CD or an app to get our point across. The point needs to be made that we won't tolerate this any more. The point that there are artists who simply want to sing, who long to do the right thing but are not allowed to because music in entertainment, in the church, in our lives and our world is big business. We have to do something. This affects all of us. Did Whitney Houston die because she no longer wanted to be exploited by a sociopath's advances? The kind of sociopath who could easily dispose of her and substitute (or prostitute) her brand for a newer, younger version?
Think about all of the self-help books that are spun off of some topic. In many ways, it's a subtle seduction, a massage, if you will. The book is seen everywhere. It's funneled through all of the proper channels to get us to buy in to the seduction. One example, remember the Chicken Soup for The Soul series? That cow was milked, burped and fed again. Then, a new cow created. Or the networks who bring back newer versions of old TV shows. Shows we grew up on like 90210, Hawaii 50, etc. Remember, this is a disposable industry. It's the same way with these artists only with a heavier price: their lives. And, it leads right back to the telling of what happened to me, to Angela Whitterson and the countless others who have no voice yet experienced the same.
As we all wait for the results of the toxicology report, there are many headlines in the news surrounding the death of Whitney Houston. Conspiracy theories and the like but there are two things stand out for me. First, she gave Brandy a note during an interview and second, she had a brief encounter with El DeBarge.Other artists have given us clues, imagery in their interviews, books, cd covers, song lyrics, videos and music. Kevin Costner stated it in his remarks as well. If an entity this large is capable of doing this to Whitney Houston and an American president, what will they do to you? Where is the outrage? Where are the spiritual leaders now who need to be courageous enough to lead? When do we start boycotting iTunes? Amazon? Perhaps the outrage will come later. Perhaps, we as citizens of the world will lead the revolution. It is certainly needed now.
Citizens of the world.
We've got to do something about our world.
WAKEUP: It's Time To Get Right with God, Jesus Christ, The Holy Spirit.